Thankyou

Thankyou once again for saving me....I was losing hope I was becoming distress and I did not know what to do....I was questionning why me even though deep down I knew somehow it was my fault,I was still hoping it would g away somehow it will be all sorted.

I cried because I knew it was not gona happen I moaned about it and then someone said to me be thankful things happen for a reason and I decided to have faith...Allah Mian u knew me intentions were not bad...I did not do it on purpose...But there are so many people who get the blame even if they dont do anything...But you had your mercy on me...U saved me once again...My parents Duas worked once again...I have learnt a lesson once again....and all I wana say is Thankyou for saving me life, I know I am not worthy of saying thankyou to u...because all my life I have sinned sometimes knowingly others un knowingly....But I promise I will try to improve myself...Give me courage and Guide me Allah Mian because without your help I will be lost once again....Thankyou Thankyou

Another Hurdle

hmmm....and when I thought it was all going so well...But how could it...next monday can change my life for good or worse...It can ruin my life or can make it...Am I scared?Yes I feel numb and cold like nothing matters anymore...My friends are there with their supportive words that everything will be ok but will it? I want to pray to my Almight Allah...Allah Mian help me but I feel like...... I never pray, I even miss my 5 prayers which are fard and now I am gona pray to ask for Allah for help...why would Allah help me when I dont remember to say thanks when things are going ok and I am happy....But then again I have FAITH I know Allah wont let me down my parents prayers are with me.

Allah Mian help me...help me please...Noone can help me but just you I know I always ask when I am in trouble....But guide me to straight path because I am so weak....Help me.

Have Faith

For the last few weeks I had given up hope, I thought I was going to fail miserably once again and I had prepared myself for it...Today when I found out grades were out for that particular module I couldnt click on the button...I had sweaty palms...my heart was beating fast...and then I clicked and there it was in black and white I had passed the module with the marks I never expected to get...and I realised at that moment...that even though I had prepared myself that I will fail...I had hope and a faith...and my Allah did not disappoint me...And for that I am ever so thankful :-) Alhamdulillah.

Everytime something good happens to me I dont think I deserve it...but I still get it...so lesson for today is have some faith things will workout in the best possible way because someone is watching over you :-)